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My Drug Dealer Brought Me to God Kindle Edition

by Ryan Joseph Allen (Author) Format: Kindle Edition
5.0 out of 5 stars 22 ratings

Ryan Joseph Allen’s life was on a downward trajectory. As a child, he felt different from other kids and struggled to fit in. Even at a tender age he contemplated suicide. In his teenage years and as a young adult, he hid his true self and numbed his emotional turmoil with alcohol, drugs, and self-destructive behaviors. When he summoned the courage to share his secret and come out to a close friend, her response added another layer of self-hatred. How could he love and accept himself as a gay man when he was taught that God and the Church considered it wrong?

In “My Drug Dealer Brought Me to God,” Allen recounts his quest to find meaning, self-acceptance, and his life’s purpose. He battles addiction, the heartache of disappointing, toxic relationships, and alienation from his family. One day his co-worker, roommate, friend, and drug dealer, Marie, shares her belief that God made everyone for a purpose and wants us to be ourselves. The conversation ignites Allen’s new understanding of how faith can be inclusive, while stepping into his own definition of God.

Becoming a parent and the desire to be a positive role model for his daughter is a turning point. With God as the focal point of his spiritual journey, Allen comes to understand that change has to start from within. He breaks the cycle of family trauma and recognizes his true mission: to teach, support, motivate, and lead other people to love. He learns to balance his faith while affirming and being a warrior for the LGBTQ+ community. Allen’s honesty and courage in telling his story is an inspiring message to us all that everyone has a story to share, and within sharing our collective stories we can all grow and heal.

As you dive into your own journey follow along with the 40-page workbook included.
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About the Author

Ryan Joseph Allen is an Author, Transformational & Spiritual Coach, and Speaker sharing his life experiences, vast nonprofit expertise, and ultimately leading leaders.Ryan authentically shares his story to inspire others to share their stories. When we show up hyper-authentically we are able to help change those around us simply by being oneself.Ryan has navigated the nonprofit sector by cofounding, founding, and acting as the Executive Director for various nonprofit organizations. His goal is to LEAD the LEADERS and show others how to impact the community and world through kindness, acceptance, and love!Ryan is wrapping up his dissertation for his doctorate in education (Ed.D) bridging the gap between leadership and spirituality. His focus is on posttraumatic growth after lived or perceived religious trauma within the LGBTQ+ community. Hire him to speak by visiting ryanjosephallen.com.

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B09G87MNFY
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ PYP Academy Press (September 13, 2021)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ September 13, 2021
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 2.0 MB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 371 pages
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…and I’ve read it several times now. I learn something new about myself. Trauma no matter how it is presented resonates with the traumatized. I believe anyone can learn from this book “how to be the best them they can be in the moment.” Read the book through then use the workbook and the practices Ryan teaches about and read it again!! Be ready for you to become a better and stronger person.
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  • Gio, EdD
    5.0 out of 5 stars Life Saving and Inspirational
    Reviewed in the United States on September 28, 2021
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    Ryan Allen's book encapsulates the universal struggle we face of finding our identity, purpose, and love. His heartfelt narratives share the message of faith and guidance. Readers learn from each page overcoming fear, accepting themselves, and finding love. Ryan Allen's story continues to save me from my internal struggle, and his story continues to teach me love is for everyone. We all need it, but first we must know, we are not alone. Ryan's story will save you too as it continues to save me.
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    5.0 out of 5 stars Deeply moving, personal story
    Reviewed in the United States on November 15, 2021
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    This is a story that everyone should read. Moving and beautifully written.
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  • Stacy Jo
    5.0 out of 5 stars Every time I’ve read it…
    Reviewed in the United States on September 29, 2021
    …and I’ve read it several times now. I learn something new about myself. Trauma no matter how it is presented resonates with the traumatized. I believe anyone can learn from this book “how to be the best them they can be in the moment.”
    Read the book through then use the workbook and the practices Ryan teaches about and read it again!! Be ready for you to become a better and stronger person.
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    Every time I’ve read it…

    Reviewed in the United States on September 29, 2021
    …and I’ve read it several times now. I learn something new about myself. Trauma no matter how it is presented resonates with the traumatized. I believe anyone can learn from this book “how to be the best them they can be in the moment.”
    Read the book through then use the workbook and the practices Ryan teaches about and read it again!! Be ready for you to become a better and stronger person.
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  • Cory Calvin
    5.0 out of 5 stars Powerful. Inspirational. Life-Changing
    Reviewed in the United States on September 15, 2021
    This talented author pours his heart and soul into this vulnerable and tell-all memoir. It is a must read for anyone who needs an inspirational boost or anyone struggling with breaking through a tough moment in their life. This book proves there is so much to look forward to in life, even when it feels like we are at rock bottom.
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  • bworld
    5.0 out of 5 stars Beautiful and Powerful Book, Congratulations Ryan Allen on My Drug Dealer Brought Me to God !
    Reviewed in the United States on September 28, 2021
    Ryan Allen's book 'My Drug Dealer Brought Me to God' gives a deep and harrowing understanding of religious and societal stresses on the young and older LGBTQ+ community and shares a tragic and beautiful struggle with conquering your own mental demons (and the demons put there by others) to learn to live and love yourself. "Can I Get an Amen?"
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  • Holy Shift, Inc.
    5.0 out of 5 stars Inspirational True Story
    Reviewed in the United States on September 28, 2021
    Against all odds. They are finding the strength within! This book is about overcoming adversity and finding joy again. A tender, heartfelt inspirational story about finding God in the least of all places. A true story of struggle and triumph. It's beautiful how God's grace and mercy are sufficient for all of us. Great book! Loved it!
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    Inspirational True Story

    Reviewed in the United States on September 28, 2021
    Against all odds. They are finding the strength within! This book is about overcoming adversity and finding joy again. A tender, heartfelt inspirational story about finding God in the least of all places. A true story of struggle and triumph. It's beautiful how God's grace and mercy are sufficient for all of us. Great book! Loved it!
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  • Denise Keller
    5.0 out of 5 stars Such an inspiration!
    Reviewed in the United States on September 28, 2021
    Ryan Allen has been an advocate for self love and loving ALL individuals irregardless of their beliefs, background or life choices. He is such an inspiration through this book. He has overcome many struggles in life and turned to his Faith to keep moving forward. Such an amazing and inspirational story!
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    5.0 out of 5 stars Amazing story of hope ❤️
    Reviewed in the United States on September 29, 2021
    Ryan has such a good heart. Showing the world love from all angles. His story and his genuine personally is something to behold. ❤️❤️❤️
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